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Wherever You're At
03:44
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Your friend Justin came by the house
After my dad died in the driveway
Even inside that awful moment
I was hoping you might reach out
In the back of my mind I knew the books I
Stole belonged to you
When you were screaming at me in the hallway
I was just happy for your attention
I know how bad I hurt the people
I've loved most in my life
looking back now I wish I was better
And didn't always have to be right
They say your first love never fades away fully
And the thought still comes to mind
It's been eleven years since you told me to fuck off
But I dreamt about you last night
I'm sorry to you
I'm sorry to everyone I've ever brought hurt to
I'm sorry to you
I'm sorry to everyone
I'm sorry I was someone
Who hurt you so bad
Wherever you're at
I feel like I need to apologize even though it's better left alone
And I know if you receive a message, you'll be blocking the number from my phone
My delusion is that one day I'll be rich or famous enough to plead
For your forgiveness on a TV screen, maybe in an acceptance speech
Over the years I wrote out texts I then deleted because there's nothing I could say
That isn't inherently selfish
that isn't too little too late
I'm sorry to you
I'm sorry to everyone I've ever brought hurt to
I'm sorry to you
I'm sorry to everyone
I'm sorry I was someone
Who hurt you so bad
Wherever you're at
I hope your life turned out
As well as you deserve
I wish I could fix the past
But all I've got are words
So take this message to heart
I wish I could go back
I loved you from the start
Wherever you're at
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2. |
Small Town Stories
03:19
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Daddy captained the football team
loved hearing the bleachers scream
planned on going to USC
then getting drafted by Tennessee
Now he's a Titan in real estate
been 30 years since he last played
his only daughter wants to run away
she's in love but she can't say
It's the small town story of all of us
We're all small town stories, each one of us
Daughter wanted to be prom queen
her only chance was pretending
Kelly wasn't her sweetheart
so every night she falls apart
Crying on the bedroom floor
wishing this town could give her more
than sports bars and superstores
and some way to feel adored
It's the small town story of all of us
We're all small town stories, each one of us
Dad keeps living his glory days
Still trying to get back his yesterday
He's drinking 6-packs every night
behind blue eyes that once held the light
I saw the football fly
I saw it with my own eyes
There's got to be a way out
before this family turns to dust
before this whole place is burning up
Forgotten in the winter winds
rusted factories holding all our sins
children playing after dark
in the local park
where pipes & needles lay
they'll be like him someday
never moving on
missing every new moment
there's got to be an end
to these small town stories
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If you can ever find a reason
If you can ever change your mind
This world is going to keep on spinning
And you'll never know the reason why
No matter what you always think
Open your heart up for the duration
Not everyone is out to get you
Don't get caught up in the temptation
There's gonna be a brighter morning
Please listen closely to this warning
Dont get jaded its overdone
And it'll burn you in the long run
You will remain sturdy
If you got the right bones
Do you got the right bones?
When you're on your journey
Don't forget to write home
Don't forget to write home
If you can ever stop pretending
If you can ever finally let go
Stop being so condescending
Open up the curtains and start the show
Theres always some excuse to maintain
Go find the joy in the pouring rain
Don't look for reason in the mayhem
Always tell your friends that you love them
You will remain sturdy
If you got the right bones
Do you got the right bones?
When you're on your journey
Don't forget to write home
Don't forget to write home
You will feel lost sometimes
Just breathe it all in
It doesn't mean that you're failing
It means you're not where you've been
You will remain sturdy
If you got the right bones
Do you got the right bones?
When you're on your journey
Don't forget to write home
Don't forget to write home
Don't forget to write home
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Driving down highway 101
with a loaded gun
ready for the run and it's fun
this is my holy moment
I want to feel your hand on my leg
I want to taste rays of sunshine burning down on my face
I want your love but you won't give it
Rolling through Downtown LA
Every day seems like my day
I can't take anyone seriously
But I'll take your money, your money, your money and your time
I need your money, your money, your money and your time
I need your money, your money, your money and your time
I need your Wristwatch and Dollar Signs
Wristwatch and Dollar Signs
Cruising with the windows down
passing through Chinatown
After cashing out your bank account
this is my holy moment
I want to swim in your salty blue thighs
I want to see you melt under smoky orange skies
I want your love but you won't give it
Shifting gears past Mulholland Drive
Heading to the valley past the vacancy signs
I can't take anyone seriously
But I'll take your money, your money, your money and your time
I need your money, your money, your money and your time
I need your money, your money, your money and your time
I need your Wristwatch and Dollar Signs
Young children follow through, take drugs til you turn blue
She never came calling, so I had to come to you
I found you fine, you took your time
But you haven't paid me a dime
Rolling through Downtown LA
Every day seems like my day
I can't take anyone seriously
But I'll take your money, your money, your money and your time
I need your money, your money, your money and your time
I need your money, your money, your money and your time
I need your Wristwatch and Dollar Signs
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5. |
Lonely People Music
03:37
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There's nothing left for us to speak about
We've hit a wall, there's no connection
Don't try to stall, join the procession
Get everything you can before you die
'cause everyone's exactly like you
We don't feel those feelings
We are lonely people
This is all that we have
This is all that we have left
Live it up now
This is our sound
Sing it out loud
Don't give up, sing it out
Live it up now
This is our sound
Sing it out loud
Don't give up, sing it out
We're all just lonely people
Everyone's just lonely
And this is all we have; all we have
There's no airport in my hometown
I guess that's why they say there's no getting out; 'cause there's no getting out
We don't feel those feelings
We are lonely people
This is all that we have
This is all that we have left
Live it up now
This is our sound
Sing it out loud
Don't give up, sing it out
Live it up now
This is our sound
Sing it out loud
Don't give up, sing it out
We're all just lonely people
Everyone's just lonely
And this is all we have; all we have
Put your hands in the air
It's all we can really do
Put your hands in the air
This is all we have left
Live it up now
This is our sound
Sing it out loud
Don't give up, sing it out
Live it up now
This is our sound
Sing it out loud
Don't give up, sing it out
We're all just lonely people
Everyone's just lonely
And this is all we have; all we have
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6. |
My Brother & Me
03:38
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Im flying home this weekend
The first time since the Christmas after you left
Not sure there's anything left for me
I only used to go to keep you company
And our mothers they'll get older
While you stay the same
You never got to write a book
You never saw New Orleans
I wish we knew what it took
You settled for my brother and me
In the end it seemed you had some regrets
About the way your life unfolded
But I think you always did your best
And onto that I will be holding
Everyone is fighting it for their whole lives
Always forging on their own path
But we are all simply the rolling tides
Breathing life until our very last
You'll never get to write a book
You'll never see New Orleans
I should've known what it took
To settle for my brother and me
We'll never live the lives we've always wanted
All we've got is today
Find the smiles wherever you can get them
Go out and find your sun ray
You'll never get to write a book
You'll never see New Orleans
We're going to figure out what it took
To settle for my brother and me
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7. |
Like Father, Like Son
03:40
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I spent my 29th birthday in the ICU
What I needed most was a card from you
But you hadn't bought one yet
Before the accident
Before the end
Am I even sad because you're gone?
Or do you represent some kind of younger self
Am I mourning the person you were?
or the people you could've been?
Even in the face of death I'm a narcissist
Welcome to the weird part where life goes on
Hard to believe now that you were 33
I've only seen pictures from when you were in your teens
It's so hard to reconcile
A photo of a tiny child
another smile
Don't you get it? You'll miss my wedding day
Downtown Buffalo will never be the same
No longer you exist
another herartache on the list
you will be missed
Welcome to the weird part where life goes on
coming for us all
coming for us all
There's one thing I can't control
the biggest thing in the world
Like father like son
Like father like son
It's a circle of boys and men
saying goodbye again
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Holy Mountain way up high
Will you tell me the day I die?
Cause I dont want to worry anymore
Deepest ocean, do you know
After all this where we go?
With the orcas and the waves i hope
Blue sunset sky dont go away
We've only got so many days
And I dont want this to end
All the people you could become
Disappear with each setting sun
Would little you be happy?
Every fork in the road puts out light
That illuminates your chance at a different life
You'll never know what could've been
Because that's not the world that we're living in
You thought you'd d become something
You thought they'd hear you sing
You thought you'd go to space
But your in the same place
And the world got in your way
While all the people you could become are dying every day
All the people you could become are dying every day
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9. |
We're Not In A Rush
05:44
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You can stay if you want to
We Want You To Stay
You can stay if you want to
We Want You To Stay
Tell me what you're late for
We're not in a rush
You're not in trouble
We're Not in a Rush
It's the randomness of life. It's just over in a second, truly a blip. Born and died in the same world. You'll never get to see whats next.
The society we've created has left you with a lasting trauma that makes you feel like you need to rush through life. It makes you feel like you're always in trouble and you're not doing anything quite right. It's nonsense. You're allowed to do whatever you want. Currencies and economy are made up. Careers and marriage are made up. Countries and borders are made up. Politics and war are made up. Nothing is real. The life you're supposed to live according to your parents or your school or your community is made up. The hamster wheel just keeps on turning. Nothing is real. The only thing that's real is your experience in this present moment.
There are near-infinite paths that our lives could have taken us from birth. Those options slowly disappear as our lives take shape and morph into something we'd never hoped for. You'll realize that despite your dreams of being a doctor, an astronaut, a model, a comedian, a writer, a rockstar, a mother, a father, a world traveller, or anything else - nothing will come to fruition exactly as you planned. In the end all we have is today. Each present moment. And it's beautiful. Don't rush through life. Don't let it pass you by. Look around right now. Enjoy this moment. Even if you're feeling sad or feeling lonely, you're alive. FEEL ALIVE. FEEL ALIVE. Feel this moment. Don't overlook the trees and the birds and the ponds and the streams. Don't forget to appreciate the sun in the sky and your feet on the ground. You are alive. This moment is all you have. Don't rush through it. We're not in a rush. You're not in trouble. You are alive right now. Love this moment. It's all we've got. So tell me what you're late for.
We're not in a Rush
You can stay if you want to
We want you to stay
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baby molly Vancouver, British Columbia
I'm an emo alternative/pop artist.
Sad songs with a lil self-deprecating humour because, hey, life can be a wild ride.
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